Bad day, lonely night.

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You’re not you when you’re feeling this way.

You’re not you when you’re hiding away from everyone.

You’re not you when you’re crying without knowing why.

You’re not you when you’re sad and stay silent.

You change each time your world is breaking apart.

You change each time you cry yourself to sleep.

You change each time you decide to stay silent when you wanted to talk.

You change each time you stop believing in yourself.

You’re not you when you’re apologizing for everything.

You change so much that you don’t even remember who you are anymore.

Those thoughts.

Sleepless nights.

Feeling worthless from time to time.

Feeling pain but don’t know how bad from a scale of 1 to 10.

Hurting but don’t know exactly where or what is hurting.

Wishing you could feel pain.

Wishing you could feel what’s making you cry so much.

A beautiful sunset, magical nights, fireworks, great stories, good music, exotic cats are the things I live for. Lastly, I devote my life to the one that I love

A beautiful sunset, magical nights, fireworks, great stories, good music, exotic cats are the things I live for. Lastly, I devote my life to the one that I love